I get a lecture that i don't even want to remember, and i get so angry knowing that i can't hate you, because i know that i'll love you again, because you're special to me.

I find out that i have to do something, but i'm having a hard time letting it go and i feel irritated.

I give plans for something, only to have you agree, but you making up some kind of excuse and blaming it on someone else and i don't even know why i even gave you that idea for.

Getting a headache and feeling dizzy, i feel like fainting, i want to go to bed, but know i can't do that because i have to study for my upcoming exam.

Receiving all of that in one day... i now know that you have a price to pay every time something good happens to you, and good luck doesn't even mean anything anymore, because there's no such thing as luck.

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In the future, when i think of all the stress i've accumulated before, i'll think of 3 people : Doreen, Deana, Hykarl. Thank you very much. I would've had a nervous break down if it weren't for the 3 of you. [도린: 너무 고마워 ㅠㅠ 함께 가자 사랑하는 슈퍼주니어를 게속... 영원히! 응?^^ 사랑해~♥]