Half an hour into the silent treatment, i started getting upset. You wouldn't talk to me, so why should i talk to myself? I slowly lost my mood and decided to give you the silent treatment as well. I was not in an excited mood, i was just blank. You didn't allow me to read your text: even though it wasn't a big deal, i didn't understand why i couldn't read it. I just had no mood to communicate with you. When she asked me what happened, what could i answer? There was no proper reason at all.

Two thirds into our time spent there, i felt like i had neglected you a lot. I didn't want to go home regretting not having spent time with you (trust me, i've felt this before). For half an hour i've been thinking whether i should do it or not. I don't think you would've pushed me away either. I slowly leaned in and embraced you. It was a good feeling. Even though a little painful to the side of my waist, i didn't care. It didn't feel as painful as it was supposed to.

Though i did feel a little regret for leaving the two in an awkward atmosphere, i guess i was just used to the four of us. There's a reason for everything. I can explain that to my friends, they'll understand. But i don't want you hurt.